question

So has anyone ever had one of those days where everything seems to be going good and then all of a sudden your mood changes for the worse? idk y but im having one of those moment and its starting to annoy me because i dont have a reason to be upset. at anyone. I just want to take a nap and wake up all happy and energized and stuff. i dont even know. ugh I hate being unhappy.. whats worse. well its not worse because i dont mind. well i mean i would.. ugh here lemme explain first. so the guy that i like isn't talking much because he isn't in a talking mood. this makes me sad because i really like talking to him. but i also realize that being the person he is it is normal for him not to want to talk to people because hell being as talkative as I am i even have those days. therefore i dont really mind if he doesn't talk to me. however I would rather him talk to me. but I want him to b happy so i dont wanna push it.

another thing. I have like six more college apps to write out. and I want to get them done sometime before winter vacation actually before the end of next week therefore I can focus on finals and over break I can have fun instead of worrying bout colleges. =.= so that means these few days immana do a hella lot of essay writing. and have i ever said i HATE writing essays. Like i know i suck at writing. y i am writing a blog? who knows. but i suck at writing essays... but i have to do what i have to do you know.

also, im having a party on saturday. my house is pretty much a mess because of all the college stuff, and homework and school stuff and blankets that i have randomly laying around and close in my room cuz i haven't had time to put shiz away yet. ugh that means on top of hw and studying and college apps immana have to clean my house before saturday. well actually before friday, when my bday is, because friday is gonna be a waste of a day well not really immana be at school, then immana go out to dinner with  my parents, and then prolly clean my house some more. ughhhh GAHHH i freaking out.

anyways. Immana go back to doing hw, like i should be doing, ill prolly get up soon and feed my face but thats ok because food is yummy :D. but yeah. so imman bounce ill check in again sometime soon (hopefully).

Quote of the day: “The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.” 
― Elisabeth Kübler-Ross