BREAKKK/ end of world?

Ok! so IM finally on break!!!! this couldn't have come at a better time! so stressed with all these college apps. haha but yeah. being 18 has been purty dang amazing!. haha um yeah so yesterday we had a half day of school and after i came home and tok like a 2 hour nap, then I got ready and went to my best friends house! it was fun haha I didn't come home till like 11:30+ haha, i dont even know, all I know is when I came home i just fell asleep ^.^ and I didn't wake up till 8:30 this morning and that was only because i had to walk my cutie pie (Ginger, my dog) haha, then i just has to work on college app, and pack for my trip. IM GOING HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS <3. haha immana finally have a WHITE CHRISTMAS again!. its been too long!!!

But yeah my parents decided to get a red eye flight. idk y. haha ugh anyways immana be high off chocolate candy tonight so immana be partying it up tonight lol. but yeah. the only sad part about leaving is that i wont be able to hang out with any of my lovely friends. :( immana miss them soo much. but thats ok cuz its only about 2 weeks that i wont c them for so thats not the end of the world right?

which brings me to my next point haha today is the end of the world right? so either we all died and heaven/hell or where ever you believe deceased ppl go after live, looks exactly like how it did when we were still alive, or it just didn't happen yet , or it was supposed to happen and it hasn't nor will it ever happen. haha so yeah. but um if it ends sometime after i post this then know that i love my friends and family with all my heart. so yeah. basically. lol

now i has to go packing or else im never gonna get dis shiz done lol.

kk baibai for now...

quote of the day: “I was smiling yesterday,I am smiling today and I will smile tomorrow.Simply because life is too short to cry for anything.” ― Santosh Kalwar

post bdayyyy

so last friday was my 18th bday!! im officially legal! I didn't really feel anything different until i turned in a paper that said if you are younger than 18 please have parent guardian signature. blah blah blah haha i looked at it and was like NOPEEEE. hehe it felt good. but yeah I got a lot of amazing stuff and i know this is late and idk if any of those people even read my blog but just saying THANK YOU SOOO MUCH. haha yeah

yesterday was the choir concert. it was alight haaha I enjoyed it and my bestestestes friend from mesquite came to watch and I got to spend time with him.! it was amazing :D... the songs really put me in a christmas mood and I can't wait for christmas <3. my favorite time of year. and i can't wait because I will be going home for the holidays and I will get to have a white christmas <3. haha

recently people have started getting responses from colleges they applied to early! gah it brings so much stress haha. like i get really happy for them then i start thinking crappp i still have sooo many i need to finish and what if this and what if that. haha soo stressful. but then i can't wait till I go off to college. haha but to get there i need to pass this stage. so that means i only have one choice. stay strong, finish this strong and then go offf to a college i want to go off to :P.honestly though i am really excited for college. I can't wait for the independence, the responsibility, the new beginning. I can't waittt. its going to be sooo much fun haha <3.

but yeah im sorry i haven't been on lately. I have just been really busy and stressed. so hopefully after this wave of stress is over ill be on more <3.

baibai haha quote of the day :“You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.” 
― Mae West

question

So has anyone ever had one of those days where everything seems to be going good and then all of a sudden your mood changes for the worse? idk y but im having one of those moment and its starting to annoy me because i dont have a reason to be upset. at anyone. I just want to take a nap and wake up all happy and energized and stuff. i dont even know. ugh I hate being unhappy.. whats worse. well its not worse because i dont mind. well i mean i would.. ugh here lemme explain first. so the guy that i like isn't talking much because he isn't in a talking mood. this makes me sad because i really like talking to him. but i also realize that being the person he is it is normal for him not to want to talk to people because hell being as talkative as I am i even have those days. therefore i dont really mind if he doesn't talk to me. however I would rather him talk to me. but I want him to b happy so i dont wanna push it.

another thing. I have like six more college apps to write out. and I want to get them done sometime before winter vacation actually before the end of next week therefore I can focus on finals and over break I can have fun instead of worrying bout colleges. =.= so that means these few days immana do a hella lot of essay writing. and have i ever said i HATE writing essays. Like i know i suck at writing. y i am writing a blog? who knows. but i suck at writing essays... but i have to do what i have to do you know.

also, im having a party on saturday. my house is pretty much a mess because of all the college stuff, and homework and school stuff and blankets that i have randomly laying around and close in my room cuz i haven't had time to put shiz away yet. ugh that means on top of hw and studying and college apps immana have to clean my house before saturday. well actually before friday, when my bday is, because friday is gonna be a waste of a day well not really immana be at school, then immana go out to dinner with  my parents, and then prolly clean my house some more. ughhhh GAHHH i freaking out.

anyways. Immana go back to doing hw, like i should be doing, ill prolly get up soon and feed my face but thats ok because food is yummy :D. but yeah. so imman bounce ill check in again sometime soon (hopefully).

Quote of the day: “The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.” 
― Elisabeth Kübler-Ross