I really dont know what else to write haha. So ill just be random :D. like i always am.
anyways we are starting a happiness unit in AP Psychology and I am really looking forward to what we are going to be doing.
I'm also listening to a Hairspray song and that is bringing back a ton of memories from when I was in the school musical last year at my high school which we also did Hairspray. It was one of the best experiences of my life :D. It was so fun to be able to make amazing new friends as well as be able to do three things I absolutely love! Dance! Sing! and Perform! I enjoyed every second of every minute of practice and I am so happy and thankful I was given the opportunity to participate in the musical.
Other than that um. yeah Im freaking out because there are a few people that want me to apply out of country to college (apply to the UK.. England mainly and maybe one or two in another area), and i would really love going there, but there is one thing that is kind of stopping me from going all out. I would hate to move that far away from my family and friends. <3 Especially if something happens and develops into something more by the end of this year. It would be heartbreaking. But who knows. any ideas? if i have any readers? lol
Oh and I know its a tad early but I've started writing Christmas cards. The only reason I've started now is because I hand draw all my cards because I feel like that is more personal and it means more. Therefore I have had to ask all my close friends what cartoon characters are their favorites so I can start writing the cards. I have so much to do.
In addition to that I have to write like a bajillion more personal statements and college application essays. soo stressful. I can't wait till second semester. well Actually i look at second semester and the end of the year with a bittersweet feel. This is because i will be really happy to finally finish this chapter of my life and be able to start afresh in college. I will also be looking forward to moving out of my parents house and becoming more independent. Another thing to look forward to is that I will be taking classes that I actually want to take to help me later pursue my career dream. but... then there are the sad parts. I will most likely be leaving all my friends to go to the college of my choice. It will probably be across the country or maybe across the ocean. who knows at this point. and then I will also be leaving the security of my home and home city where I grew up. Finally, and i know i shouldn't be because its high school and things rarely work out but... im sad because i finally found a guy that i really really really like and who likes me a lot too at the right time and. i've finally been genuinely happy. but i guess that last point will happen no matter what school i chose to go to unless i chose to stay close to home.
anyways i think im done writing for now. maybe one tonight but i doubt it.. ill be busy with college apps and ill try to add pics of my nails today since i forgot the other day. ^.^
quote of the day: "The best proof of love is trust." -Dr. Joyce Brothers
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